nostalgia

Well, now that Valentine's Day has come and gone, I can't help but reminisce over the AMAZING one I had last year with you-know-who.

I wish I could get over him, honestly I do, but for some reason I just can't.

I dream with him, not of him but with - like we meet in our dreams and he updates me on current events and vice versa.  Ok, that might have come off really creepy sounding but I'm just being honest.  They are so real too.  Take for example the one I had today.

It had to do with a family member passing away and when I awoke I felt almost compelled to call him and offer my condolences.  Every time we meet in my dreams... Its like he wants to help me to move on.  But I still can't.

Maybe if I could express myself to him even in writing and at least get a response back, just so that I know he'd acknowledged my existence, then maybe I can begin to move forward.  But I'm too afraid to even bother because I am almost certain I won't get anything in return.

Sorry for the "Debby Downer" post but I had to get it off my chest.  I blame the weather.  And the fact that I'm sick.

Why did I ever get a Facebook account?  It could have all been avoided....

On a happier note... 24 scored so many points by reviving a few of my favorite characters (Morris and Aaron).  Now if only they could somehow bring back President David Palmer...